No time like the present

Today although exhausted from lack of sleep!
I got up and studied not as hard as i should have but!
 I have a plan! I want to have school out in the mother in law.
 I could learn teach. Have PE, social studies teach them to talk about others and to never stop smiling.
As soon as my class is over I have to start!
I have been waiting for my class to end to eat healthy and work out but yesterday I realized if I'm going to wait I should just wait tell I'm dead. I prayed today for everything I wanted in life and when I was done I got up and left I feel so bad I'm going to try again right now. I went to the Y and ran one mile on treadmill at  5.6 I think i took like 12 Min's. I biked for 13 Min's resistance was 16.  I ran around track doing heel kicks then I walked once squatting. I'm very proud of myself for going and tomorrow I will hope to do better.
I think I ate better today! I feel good. I was reading my scriptures tonight and i just couldn't get enough! I feel literally starved. I know now that if i want my body to eat healthy I have to spiritually feed myself as well. Me and Donny played ball for a while he is so cute! Daniel and I had a push up competition that i didn't think it was possible but he won! I did 30 push ups too! never thought i would live to see that day. It was cute. Me and my Dad aren't fighting anymore. That's also a blessing.
Goals for tomorrow

• Study.
• Pass test
• Spend more time praying
• Workout

Changing Everything

I decided to become a new person.
So I cleaned my room up and took down all of the old Laura's things.
Its a whole new world! I have decided to be done feeling sorry for myself and living in the past. The old Laura was way to focused on what she did wrong yesterday the new Laura thinks only about what I can do better tomorrow.
Today was my first day in relief society it was amazing and I really enjoyed it.
I was reading in my scriptures (in Alma 22:18) Aaron is teaching the king. The king bows down and prays he says"wilt thou make thyself known unto me? and I will give away all my sins to know thee"
I just love that I will give away all my sins to know my God.
As long as he is with me I can go anywhere be anyone.
The new Laura doesn't let a day go by without praying and reading her scriptures.
Goals for tomorrow.

1. Read scriptures
2. Pray
3. Study for test
4. Eat well
5. Clean room
6. Treat everyone kindly
7. Do sit ups.